Too Much.

This may be long, I'm not sure, but as always I have much on my mind.

Father, tool.

I sent pops a VERY (mildly) ANGRY email today about his neglectancey toward me since he's started dating this woman from the big O.... he still hasn't responded.

That was probably a bad idea.

Long lost friend Hess-Jay just called. This is weird. 

-PHONE CALL INTERMISSION-

Greeted first with a lovely text message reading "I'm calling you just to tell you I love you. Deal with it." I received a phone call from my long lost friend, Hess-Jay. After a good thirty minute or so (2:25AM-3:15AM) conversation of him mocking my "totally fulfilling life" his speech gradually descended in pitch and quality. We said our goodnights and sweet dreams and that was that.

sneaking out

I don't get the point of sneaking out at all. Kyrer asked me to tonight, I laughed. I never have had or will have a desire to sneak out. If you're having to go out at night without your parents or anyone knowing, you shouldn't be doing whatever you plan on doing anyways. Whatever.

Well, the point is, Kyrer is a new friend of mine. Without going into detail as of why, he seems like a pretty good chap so far. I don't know, but just the thought of getting caught up in the wrong crowd again makes me ill.

Radiohead 

Okay, so this friend will be known as Thom from now on in this blog. this guy is a best friend of mine. I mean BEST friend. I know I haven't known him for too long, just just speaking in terms of "so far". 

Thom and I get along just fine, we hit it off immediately to say in the bottommost terms. So! Thom started to "talking" to this girl, Amphibian, he immediately crashed head over heals for this charmer. 

I'm just scared he'll forget about me. 

Early tonight most of ^ those fears diminished, thank you, Thom<3

Amphibian doesn't seem to like me, tho, which makes me nervous. 

Bugs!

I have a crush on Amphibian's best friend, TH. 

I told him last week, starting with, "Hey, TH, I don't shit around with people" I'm a charmer, AY3?

He responded in flattery and "would be mutuality" but "we live to far apart, but when either of us get a car I'm sure things will work out" I THINK.

But by then, I won't live here.

I haven't told him I'm moving out of state.

Ode to the needy girl!

She (who doesn't really need a name seeing as I probably will never mention her again, but we will call her Leo) is scared that he, Broseph , will start liking me again and Leo won't "own" him anymore. I adore him to death. 

She deleted me off of his MS.

They aren't even dating. 

We'll be living in the same city and will be playing music together soon enough, she'll have to suck it up.

He's leaving her.

-END-

 

It's four in the morning. I'll stop here. 

 

-M3galodon